I found a diary entry from a couple of days ago (for those who know me, yes, I write in English). Wipe the grimy window with your sleeve and have a little peek inside my life:
Good-fricking-afternoon! What a fucking day, eh? I woke up this morning, feeling as out of bed as my hair. I have just transcribed and translated two Bible texts, with shitloads more to go, but hey, I have got plenty of time and a lot of ‘whateverness’ to fill it with.
I listened to almost all of my Oasis this morning, to accompany Hebrew. Strange, because I only listen to all of my Oasis in one go when drunk. I know parts of songs by heart, but don’t ask me their title. It sounds like one amazingly long line of music, with variations in tunes and words. It reminded me of how much I love this band – if I could cut and paste bits of their songs, it would make up my life in lyrics and music notes. And mentally, that is what I do. “I hope you know, it’s touch and go; sail them home with acquiesce. And hey, do you keep the receipts for the friends that you buy? Be on your way and stop crying your heart out. She knows it’s too late as she’s walking on by, where did it all go wrong? Talking to the songbird yesterday, someday you will find me; the answer is in the looking glass.”
There are two empty bottles of wine reminding me of yesterday – I have got a hunch this might explain the out-of-bed hair. Lately I have been a bit of a mess that extends further than my locks; since the start of this semester everything has felt like being stuck in a whirlpool, I get so whoozy of being slung all over the place that it seems like being glued to a wonky merry-go-round, and life is washing over me sanding off all the edges. For now, it is a spot I don’t mind being in, but I know that maybe, sometime this year, I might want to drag myself ashore somewhere, preferably where it is warm, safe and sunny.
This could really use those ridiculous quotation marks you have on Tumblr.


